Rainbow June

My lovely people, how many of you see June as the Rainbow month? Every June, no matter where I am, I celebrate Pride Month with the queer community. For many, it’s the one time of year when the sun shines directly on them. It is a moment of visibility, joy, and freedom. In June I also hold in my heart those communities where Pride cannot be celebrated openly, where rainbow flags remain hidden, and where people dream of a day they can dance, speak their truth, and live without fear of persecution.

This June, I am fortunate to be in South Korea. Two years ago, I connected with local communities here, and returning now feels like being welcomed home. The celebrations are known as the “Seoul Queer Culture Festival”, but the spirit is the same: Pride. 

For me, Pride month began with a vibrant show led by Korea’s pioneering drag artist, Hurricane Kimchi. Through music and performance, artists reminded us of the importance of being yourself and loving who you are. Though the official name is “Queer Culture Festival,” Kimchi joyfully declared, “Happy Pride!” A reminder that June is our rainbow month everywhere.

On Saturday, June 13, more than 50,000 people attended the Parade through Seoul. Flags waved, smiles shone, and energy filled the streets. I joined the march with my activist spirit alive, wearing a shirt that read “No Stigma” and sharing my messages on “U=U” and “PrEP Protects”. Advocacy for HIV prevention and stigma reduction must always be part of Pride, because knowing these truths means health and dignity. 

I visited many festival booths where people could write down wishes to be prayed for or have pictures taken within human-sized photo frames with positive messages. My core message was simple as always: a world free of stigma, where people living with HIV can express themselves without fear. One message I saw read: “HIV+ You don’t need to give up on your dream.” That resonated deeply. Activism is about expressing yourself without fear and building dream trees together. 

Not everything was joyful. Along the Pride route there were also religious protesters who held signs saying for example “Homosexuality go to hell” and “Kill all sinners”. As a religious person myself, I reject this distortion of faith. Jesus taught us to love our neighbours, without conditions of gender or race. To use God’s name to harm LGBTQIA+ people is the greatest lie. If God is displeased, let God act. Not humans who twist scripture into weapons.

I believe in God as the father of humanity, and I believe in Ubuntu: “I am because we are.” That’s why I continue to connect with communities needing support. On June 29, Korea marks “Sex Workers Day”, co-organized by groups like Scarlet Chacha and X Youth Sex Labor, and Solidarity Braza. Eric the Dragking is invited to perform, showing how dragtivism amplifies messages about HIV, AIDS, and to remind ourselves that Sex work is work. Let us continue our fight for dignity!

My final days in Korea will be spent with women living with HIV. Many face stigma in prenatal and postnatal care, and isolation prevents peer support. We are exploring ways to help support the building of digital peer networks and eventually peer counseling in hospitals. Strong, empowered women can transform healthcare systems from within. 

My Pride message for this month is: To every queer person, when they pray for you, claiming you are “sick” because of who you are, know this – they are wasting their time. The only healing you need is self-love. Accept yourself, embrace yourself, and shine so brightly that your rainbow beauty blinds ignorance.

Happy Pride,

Peace,

Eliane

Memorable summer of 2021

Whilst we are nearing the end of a rainy summer, I would like to reflect on my summer time. It was actually very enjoyable no matter how I look at it! It started excellent by hearing news from my diabetes doctor that I was allowed to stop 3 more pills of my medication.

Then there was Mandela Day on the 18th of July where we shared our Stories of Hope through a photo exposition, and I had a great celebratory closing party with my heroes!

A few days later I celebrated my kids’ birthdays which all of you know happen for all three of them within 4 days! My oldest daughter turned 20, one of my sons 15 and the other 13. What a blessed week for all of us. 

Then we took off for a few days in the South of the Netherlands, Maastricht. What a beautiful place and surroundings. It was a short stay but full of sportive activities as I like to keep my Healthy New Me in shape! We walked hills, went into caves which still made me accomplish my sports targets every single day during my holiday! And on top of that we went one day on an (e-)bike and mounted some impressive hills with equally impressive names like the Dead man’s alley (Dodemansweg in Dutch). I was so proud to be able to get to the top of these hills and admire the incredible view. Who says Holland is flat?

Despite the many showers it was real fun to cycle together and sometimes get surprised by a shower and hide under a tree, still ending up wet because of the drops getting through the leafs. We never gave up, no matter how the weather wanted to stand in our way.  It was a truly memorable time in Limburg.

Back in my hometown, I was just on time to join Amsterdam Pride. It was my lucky day because on many years whilst in the Netherlands, Pride week would always happen when I am on holidays abroad, so this time I could attend for the first time! Joining the Pride as part of the BI plus walk and wearing my HIV stigmafighter t-shirt and U=U bandana also allowed me to spread the message of UequalsU and to fight HIV stigma.

Being part of the Pride helped me to convey these two messages to a few more people. It felt great joining so many activists and LGBTQ+ communities in march. I keep on dreaming to one day see people in my country Burundi wave the Rainbow flag like here!

Beautiful people, Do not let the fear of corona conquer your life! As long as you try to stick to the rules, it’s ok to have a little fun. We really should accept for us to live with corona for many years to come and start adapting to the situation, dealing with it just like we have dealt with many other pandemics.

Nelson Mandela once said that “A WINNER IS A DREAMER WHO NEVER GIVES UP”. Who know one day we will win this battle? keep on fighting for change!

I had a great, fruitful and memorable summer of 2021.

PEACE,

Eliane

U=U life coach

My dear lovely people living with HIV, I am not sure if we all know what U=U means. If not, I am always glad to explain it once again as it is really important to know U=U and how it can help to break the HIV stigma.

If you have an undetectable viral load, it means that you cannot transmit HIV sexually. I believe this information should be known widely as I have come to realize that there are still people out there that lack this information. So, to highlight the impact of U=U I will share two stories of young couples where U=U saved their relationship.

My first story happened in October last year, when I got in touch with a HIV+ American woman with undetectable viral load who follows my HIV stigmafighter facebook page. She fell in love with an African migrant from Senegal and I just finished to share a post about the U=U campaign in French. Immediately she contacted me via messenger and asked me if I could talk to her boyfriend about U=U.

“I can give you truth, information and respect, but I cannot transmit HIV “

I explained U=U to him through this picture in French. He told me that they already had intercourse and that some time after that she told him about her HIV status. At the time he panicked, thinking it would be the end of the world, especially since he recently was tested HIV negative before donating blood. I was quick to comfort him and inform that she could not pass it on to him because she is Undetectable. I recommended him to go back for another test to discover the truth.

A few days later he got in touch with me again and he was very happy and thanked me for guiding him in the whole process. He send me a small message saying “Hello Madam , I want to thank you for your help. I did HIV test and I am negative. I believe now in U=U”. He confirmed that he will keep on loving her and is planning to start a family with her. I now heard from them and learned that soon they are going to get married! What a happy ending!

My second story is about a young African migrant woman living in the Netherlands. I used to be her HIV peer counsellor and during one of our sessions she explained her worries about having children. She was madly in love but she did not want to disclose her status. First of all, I checked if she already knew something about U=U and she told me that she heard about it but did not understand it since she always communicated with health professionals through an interpreter who does not have knowledge on HIV terminologies. So, I explained clearly to her in French what U=U means since this is her preferred language to communicate. I told her that if she really wants to have a baby with her boyfriend, she will have to tell him to make him understand what it means to be undetectable. 

I also stressed to her to use the fact of being undetectable for her own benefit, and that she should ask him to find out about his status as well before sexual intercourse. The reason for this is because if it then so happens that he is HIV+, they will not later on argue about his status. Being open about status and being undetectable will really help him understand that there will not be any danger for him.

After our chat, she went home convinced to be open about it. On the same evening when he approached her romantically she decided to tell him. He accepted her advice and they went to see a doctor together where he also learned more about how he can support her. He also got in touch with me to hear more  about my and other experiences, which made him really excited to start a family with his girlfriend. Two months later she became pregnant and now they have a son that was born HIV negative.

Long live U=U, it saves relationship and helps to break the stigma!

Peace, Eliane